Guess

" I figured, if I care about anything, I should care about everything, but.."
It's reverse phycology. You want it so bad. You wonder how to get it. You need answers. So your down. Next you realize you don't want it. It's not good. You probably shouldn't. It's a bad idea. It looks good. I guess it's okay. I'm feeling naughty.
The struggle is the greatest experience a man can have. It builds character and tells you to be satisfied with what you've accomplished... If it's all about making enough money to relax.
     What about progress, it is not about you. It's about the world. The world does not need more rich people. People just collect money and use it to sustain themselves. 
     Few people actually search for a purpose. What were you suppose to do from the beginning. We're you always selfish and just want to live well? Do you think your universe deserves to be explored? Do you think the universe needs to be progressed?  Is YOUR universe OUR universe.  How does that matter to US.
     Of course we are nothing but a particle in a planet. On the other hand, a storm was created with just a slight change in temperature and a slight stir/breeze.
     "Look at how rich it is,.. what he gonna do with it."

I've been thinking... Really.. I realized something. WE all claw at life. Clawing to find a way. Looking to find, a way through the day. Sometimes, I wish, I could just meditate. Relax, don't sorry about it. Like a stream, so are the days of our lives.  If one chooses not to reach, the stream shall define our destiny.